i guess no 1 will see this.. but yea..

i'm really jealous..
really..
feels dam sour..
kinda hate it..
blame myself for it..
but still..
how to express it in words?
whenever the thought comes..
the heart just feels sour..
like some1 grabbed it..

i wan T_T...
why am i so obsessed..
did i drink something weird?
or isit tats just how i feel?
how i wish i could throw it away..
rip my rib cage off..pull off my heart..
let it rot in the sun..

dam hard to act normal..
really.. hard..
especially when tat feeling just comes...
i wonder if...
eating sour mango would cure it..
doubt so seriously..

it hurts....